today is a saturday. a very boring day indeed for me. now i am online doing nothing except to write this post... woke up at 11 and then went to have my meal (: fried rice + yesterday left over black peppered honey chicken.. the taste was not unqiue at all and of course not delicious at all..
went to bathe after that and here i am doing this. just uploaded the emo picture in friendster.hahas




it is not me who changed. i have being trying very hard to please you. i tried everything i could. stop scolding bad words, seek attention blah blah. i know i wont implicate bg kor as he is your first love (: after the counselling i really feel so much better. but why you must always piss me off through your actions. call you not act cute, you still continued to. you dont listen to anyone's advice thats why your friends are leaving you. for instance, its yulin, do you know why she dont want to be friends with you anymore? REFLECT, still remember when you dont have a boyfriend. you and her will always daydream, saying what future blahblah.now you are like throwing her at one side? if i were her, i will do the same and get pissed off too yeah? somemore you really walk so slow.. other ppl walk 5 mins can reach. you walk 30 mins havent even reach... i dont know why la.but my instinct tell me that you want to see bg kor every mins and sec.but you still got like how many years?so i shall stop here.please reflect, i know i got a bad habit of keep scolding bad words. but i tried to control already. so pls stop agitating me. i am trying to tolerate very hard.
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mood meter: 4/10